...of the Battered Heart . wallflower . mage . she/her
Caudhi Rahna
❛ i still remember those days when you'd tell me not to worry. all you ever did was lie, first to yourself, then to me. i lack the ability to hate you, however, and I've learned how to grieve for you. ❜
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...on bigotry
i will by no means associate with bigots, phobes, hate-mongers, or cruel people. if for any reason you decide to spread hate to other people simply for the way they live their life, i will cut ties. if you find yourself in this camp, i encourage you a few moments of self-reflection.
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...on style & themes
my preferred styles are dark gothic fantasy and/or light-hearted interactions with my post length varying between a paragraph to multi (often the former when in a crowded place.) my themes range everywhere from everyday interactions, comedy, sexuality, and tragedy. yes, i employ the moon. apologies for my triangles in advance.
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...on triggers
due to the tragic nature of caudhi, many trigger warnings are present. as stated above, if something touches on something you're uncomfortable with, please let me know. i will not change my character for others, but i can ease on hurtful topics around those sensitive to them.
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...on boundaries
i am not my character, and she is most certainly not me. please respect healthy boundaries and do not feel entitled to every moment of my time. i can often be a busy person, and will not always have every moment to offer, nor should you expect such from anyone.
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...on exclusions
i will generally not write with characters that are THE warrior of light, convocation-related ascians, or characters connected in some way to MSQ characters. i also will not write with mindless racism, powergamers, "fix-alls", or metagamers.
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...on the player
you can call me sara. i enjoy final fantasy(series), phasmophobia, and deftones (anything chino touches honestly.) player is an extrovert, character is an introvert. i am here to relax and have fun, and have a plethora of health issues. please be kind and considerate to everyone you meet, and thank you for taking the time to read this carrd. it means a lot.
About
name caudhi rahna.
alias claudia.
age 24.
pronouns she/her/
cretin.species keeper of the moon.[?]
birthdate 18.6A.
sexuality none.
origin alchemy.
location neverwhere.
mbti infj-t.
alignment chaotic neutral.
Personality
minding herself and oft keeping to the walls of the places she inhabits, caudhi keeps a low profile, be it while she's cleaning a home or trying her best to socialize. a droll monotone voice accompanies dour features, a certain cadence to her words revealing a life of privilege and sophistication behind her melancholy. despite her rainy presence, the girl tries her hardest to be sweet and kind, seeking any way to worm her way into potential knowledge.
Features
height 4'8".
weight feather light.
build svelte.
eye rich loam.
hair platinum blonde.
notable marks body adorned in script.
scars scarred fingertips, missing eye.
languages eorzean, ishgardian.
mood lamenting.
class mage.
purpose absorbing knowledge.
Statistics
compassion ❀❀❀❀❀❀
astral ❀❀❀❀❀❀
umbral ❀❀❀❀❀❀
cleaning ❀❀❀❀❀❀
aether use ❀❀❀❀❀❀
herbalism ❀❀❀❀❀❀
strength ❀❀❀❀❀❀
agility ❀❀❀❀❀❀
vitality ❀❀❀❀❀❀
writing ❀❀❀❀❀❀
charisma ❀❀❀❀❀❀
Positives
compassionate much of her time is focused on ensuring those around her are happy and healthy.
learned spending so much time around books and study has paid off in regards to her articulation and knowledge.
magically gifted due to her nature of life, caudhi is apt at all magicks taught to her and takes to them with remarkable speed.
Negatives
jealousy without a life to call her own, she covets what others are born with and often spills this into her social situations.
aether-sponge akin to a leech, caudhi seems to siphon aether from around her when emotional or when channeling, leading to lethargy for nearby parties.
melancholy always dour and never the shining spark of a conversation, despite her optimism & compassion
Preference
| likes |
|---|
| soft sheets, floral scents, birds, magick, day dreaming, wall-flowering, sketching, knowledge, places with shade, quiet streams, books, sweets |
| dislikes |
|---|
| harshness, rough textures, unwashed clothes, being studied, crass attitudes, indecent language, corrupted aether, selfish mages, being the focus of group social outings |
Agenda
live fully. experiencing life and all of its mysteries lies at the forefront of caudhi's focus.
absorb esoterica. countless knowledge lies in every corner of the world, and she wishes to bring it all into her.
headaches. finding a means to cure the headaches brought about by that which lies behind her eyepatch.
love wholly. one of life's greatest mysteries, caudhi is curious about the concept of what brings two people together.
a smile. burdened and suffering from a near-constant melancholy, she seeks moments that bring her a smile.
be real. created for a sole purpose, for once in her life, caudhi simply wishes to be treated like a person.
death. to fulfil her purpose, she will have to die.
ABOUT brought into this world by a man with but one goal, the wretched homunculus drearily wanders through the realm in search of experiences and knowledge, her curiosity an endless font. tasked with the goal to absorb knowledge and magicks of all types, the melancholy construct slithers her way through life with a dour demeanor, none of life's splendor bringing even a drop of life to that sorrowful eye.dressed in frilly clothing and carrying a taste for the softer aspects of life, caudhi's presence may appear a boon to many. just as a storm may cycle, however, they quickly come to learn that the emotional girl tends to siphon the aether from those around her when distressed, and she finds herself distressed often. quite impressive, truly, how she always looks an ilm away from tears at any given time.now tasked with wandering the world to absorb magick and aether from a variety of life experiences, the wayward homunculus finds herself firmly settled in the wider realm, a rich wonder and curiosity for life and all of its mysteries present in every step.
Shono
Friend
"Something in your air unsettles me. It brings me great sorrow. What is it—I wonder—for I cannot seem to remember."
Ika
Friend
"Little do you know that you helped clear my mind from some truly dreadful thoughts. I look forward to helping you become the best fisher in the land."
Selena
Friend
"You're a kind woman, despite my presence being akin to an apocalypse to your love life. Worry not, my friend, such will never burden you again."
Moss
Friend?
"It is important to have people who will listen, even if what you say can be quite hard to articulate. Thank you for listening, my friend."
Cato
Companion
"You're quite the barbarian, aren't you? But you bear a knowledge that I would have for myself, and a certain... zest for adventure you refuse to reveal."
Script
Common.
Esoterica.
Freely usable.
readily visible and apparent to any who set eyes on her skin, caudhi's figure is adorned in ancient etchings and scripts, incomprehensible without the full picture.
Knowledge
Uncommon.
Lifestyle.
Freely usable.
with a penchant for learning and an insatiable thirst for tomes and magicks, the girl will often gravitate to those showing aptitude, or assist those with the inability to read.
Homunculus
Rare.
Lifestyle.
Consent Required.
created by a terrible man, caudhi lives a half-life with no culture or people to call her own. a manifestation of pure avarice brought to breathe.
Herbalist
Common.
Vocation.
Freely usable.
delicate fingers lend themselves to plucking beauty from the world, and the homunculus has found herself quite apt at herbalism.
Mage
Uncommon.
Vocation.
Freely usable.
a capable caster of various magicks, caudhi is a valuable member of any party; assuming they can get past her nature and utter greed for knowledge.
Eye
Rare.
Aether-based.
Consent Required.
hidden beneath the patch of her left eye lies a dreadful materia experiment, growing in strength by the day.
Fashionista
Common.
Appearance.
Freely usable.
referred to as an authority on fashion, the homunculus has become quite fond of dressing up and dressing others up.
Memories
Uncommon.
Removal.
Freely usable.
caudhi is blessed with the magics needed to completely remove memories from herself and others. she offers this service for modest payment.
Constructs
Rare.
Spirits.
Consent Required.
magical constructs she is forced to destroy often have their cores taken and turned into jellyfish spirits, which linger in her home at all times.
